The big fitness focus right now is training for Ragnar. I suddenly realized it is only two weeks away, and I'm starting to feel that familiar anxious feeling I get whenever an event gets close. Do you guys get that too? I know that I'll be able to physically do it, but I'm still a ball of nerves and anticipation. This event is a big "out of my comfort zone" event, and I know it will result in some sort of personal growth. But, with growth comes fear. Honestly, I'm more worried about the in-between stuff than I am about the three runs I have to do. I know I can handle those. What I'm concerned about is how I will handle sharing space with six other people during the 30 hour time frame. I don't think I have ever mentioned it on here, but I have an intense fear of other people throwing up. I know it's weird, but it's true. I totally panic and freak out. So, I'm already nervous that someone in my group will get sick in the van...seriously, I'm so nervous that it is something I'm thinking about each day. So, for me, this part of the event is much more challenging than the running part. But, as one of my favorite people once said:
Do one thing every day that scares you
So, I'm embracing my fear and using Ragnar as an opportunity to grow. I know there will be scary and intense moments that take me out of my comfort zone, and that's exactly what I need. There is always opportunity for personal growth, and we need to seize those opportunities. So, I'm seizing mine. Let's just hope I continue to remember that as I wait for September 28th to get here.
So, what are you going to do today that scares you?